Foi, Espoir, Amour

It is in the difficult times that we must rejoice.

Getting nearer as nearer to the day and I’m really feeling mixed. Don’t feel like I’m studying hard enough but at the same time there’s this sense of peace that’s within me. I know it’s from God but it gives me a really uneasy feeling cause I’m not sure if it’s just my laziness that’s telling me to slacken.

SO TIRED I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO SAY ANYMORE.

But surprisingly the thing that is tiring me out is not just studies but other things which just weigh me down. And that really sucks.

Tired of trying and putting my 110% when I see no result. Tired of having to wonder and worry all the time. Tired of having of having to cry just to make myself feel a bit better.

I realized that blogging now, for me, has only become a way for me vent my frustration which shouldn’t be the case. And even in venting my frustration I have to be really careful with what I’m saying so that I don’t hurt anyone in the process or need to explain myself. That sucks cause sometimes blogging just makes me feel even more frustrated when I want to say something but I can’t. BLAHHHHH.

Watched a YouTube testimony video today and what I remember the most is.. Do not ever betray God. When things aren’t going your way, that is when you need to REJOICE. Amen.

Whatever I feel and whoever and whatever that makes me feel this way, I am still joyful because I have God

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