Foi, Espoir, Amour

Every moment that I live, Your mighty hand is doing wonders for me.

3 weeks left to “A”s. I’m trusting and clinging on more than ever. I’m trusting that God will do a miracle. Trusting that God will multiply my time from 3 weeks to 6 weeks. Trusting that God will give me double portion of strength, double portion of wisdom, double portion of discipline.

I’m really tired. Just wanna forget about everything. Studies, family, relationshis, everything. Want to refocus, want to get to know God all over again. Get to know myself all over again.

A levels really plays with your mind. And being a teenager is really not that easy. Said this like, a thousand times I think. I’m so tired of being termed as the “Happy” and “hyper” kid. Now I just want to be emo and like, hiding under my own shell. But, when I see people around me feeling sad and emo and hiding, I hear God telling me that it is my responsibility to comfort them, to encourage them, to stay happy for them. But it takes strength which I’m not sure I still have but I’m sure that God will replenish.

3 weeks. Not sure how much I can accomplish, not sure what my future is going to be like, how it’s going to be shaped by this, but A levels are not the only thing in life. The reason why I’m so worried is cause I think that my results is my life my everything. But it’s not. My life is in You, God.

3 weeks, God help me know You are near, help me know You are real, help me know who You are.

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